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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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2:16 pm - Yeah, I know.....
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Okay it's been a long tim,e and so much has happened. Where should I start. Let's go with a level 3 on detail.....I moved out of the house, I got another job, and I got a new boyfriend. I just did want everyone thinking i died. lol
I'm so busy now so I may not write so often, but that's okay. ^_^
Life is good.
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| Monday, August 29th, 2005
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3:23 am - Nothing New....oh wait school too
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Yeah nothing is new, but I'm going back to school today. YAY!!! I get to see my friends. I miss them so much. There is actually one person in particular that I want to see. I didn't tell them that I was coming and I hope they want to see me as badly as I want to see them. ^_^
It's been a long week and an new one is just starting. I'm starting to wonder if I'm really cut out for this. 2 jobs and school....I'm so tired all the time. I need to learn how to sleep. It would make me feel so much better I bet. Oh well.....NEWS FLASH
Okay people while I was writing this post Ex-boyfriend Travis IMed me he is being weird so lets read what has been said this is so dumb people lets watch.....
Jessah Kat [3:10 AM]: boo
CloveyKitten [3:15 AM]: boo
CloveyKitten [3:15 AM]: to you too
Jessah Kat [3:16 AM]: heh
Jessah Kat [3:16 AM]: how's it goin?
CloveyKitten [3:16 AM]: it's going I guess
CloveyKitten [3:17 AM]: I actually have to go to school in the moring....this afternoon
Jessah Kat [3:20 AM]: heh.
CloveyKitten [3:21 AM]: what about you? what you up too?
Jessah Kat [3:24 AM]: Nothin much. Makin different covers for PS2 games.
CloveyKitten [3:25 AM]: fun fun
Jessah Kat [3:25 AM]: Yup.
Jessah Kat [3:25 AM]: Workin on Phantom Brave right now.
Jessah Kat [3:25 AM]: gosh I love that game.
CloveyKitten [3:26 AM]: I'm playing Makai Kingdom, I keep renting it I should just buy it
Jessah Kat [3:27 AM]: Matt's beat it an umpteen number of times.
CloveyKitten [3:27 AM]: lol
CloveyKitten [3:27 AM]: it's great isn't it
CloveyKitten [3:27 AM]: I want to play Dark Watch next
Jessah Kat [3:28 AM]: Cool.
Jessah Kat [3:28 AM]: I'm looking forward to putting time back into dotHack.
CloveyKitten [3:28 AM]: I may buy them both cause I won a contest at work and I get $125 to spend in the store
Jessah Kat [3:28 AM]: I FINALLY found a copy of the first one.
CloveyKitten [3:29 AM]: I just got the first part of that
CloveyKitten [3:29 AM]: lol
Jessah Kat [3:29 AM]: lol
Jessah Kat [3:29 AM]: It reminds me so much of FFXI when I play it.
CloveyKitten [3:29 AM]: I've had it on hold for a while I broke down and bought it
Jessah Kat [3:29 AM]: heh.
Jessah Kat [3:30 AM]: got it fer like 15 bucks.
Jessah Kat [3:30 AM]: I'ma miss gamestop.
Jessah Kat [3:30 AM]: Played Disgaea yet?
CloveyKitten [3:30 AM]: not yet
CloveyKitten [3:30 AM]: miss game stop?
Jessah Kat [3:31 AM]: lemme show you the alternate cover I got for it.
CloveyKitten [3:31 AM]: I got mine for 12
Jessah Kat [3:31 AM]: Yah. You said EB bought them.
CloveyKitten [3:31 AM]: no Game stop boguht us
ATTENTION [3:31 AM]: Instant Images session started.
Jessah Kat [3:31 AM]: Okay then. Kickass.
CloveyKitten [3:31 AM]: no it's bab
CloveyKitten [3:32 AM]: bad
CloveyKitten [3:32 AM]: I may lose my job
CloveyKitten [3:32 AM]: I meet the head guy of Game Stop he's an ass
CloveyKitten [3:32 AM]: they also boguht out babages in the mall
Jessah Kat [3:35 AM]: Instant Images
CloveyKitten [3:58 AM]: I will never understand why your always so angry at me...
He changes Screen names.....this is not the bad part yet....
Umeko Drahka [3:33 AM]: Well, I like Gamestop.
Umeko Drahka [3:34 AM]: Hopefully you'll keep your job.
CloveyKitten [3:34 AM]: yeah but they are going to use our pos, our polices
CloveyKitten [3:34 AM]: it's just going to have their name on it
CloveyKitten [3:34 AM]: some store are going to stay ebs
Umeko Drahka [3:34 AM]: Well whatever works.
Umeko Drahka [3:35 AM]: Matt and I have been taking closer steps to the store
CloveyKitten [3:35 AM]: I hope we do cause if the other store turns into a game stop everyone will come to our store there are no game stops in rock hill
CloveyKitten [3:36 AM]: what you mean?
Umeko Drahka [3:36 AM]: The gaming store. The one Matt's had dreams for.
Umeko Drahka [3:36 AM]: We've been moving closer to it.
Umeko Drahka [3:36 AM]: Getting things done.
CloveyKitten [3:36 AM]: I see
CloveyKitten [3:37 AM]: It finally loaded
CloveyKitten [3:37 AM]: very nice
Umeko Drahka [3:37 AM]: Thanks.
CloveyKitten [3:37 AM]: ^_^
CloveyKitten [3:37 AM]: nice to see someone with taste again
Umeko Drahka [3:38 AM]: Ehh. I always have taste when it comes to photoshop.
Umeko Drahka [3:38 AM]: It's my filet mignon.
CloveyKitten [3:38 AM]: i see....
Umeko Drahka [3:38 AM]: I dunno.
Umeko Drahka [3:38 AM]: I'm up too late.
Umeko Drahka [3:38 AM]: Waaaaaay past me bed time.
CloveyKitten [3:39 AM]: going to bed now?
Umeko Drahka [3:39 AM]: no. just dazed and confused is all.
Umeko Drahka [3:39 AM]: Have you seen the website!?
CloveyKitten [3:39 AM]: okay
CloveyKitten [3:39 AM]: what web site?
Umeko Drahka [3:39 AM]: It's chock full of goodness!
Umeko Drahka [3:39 AM]: AND TOFU!
Umeko Drahka [3:39 AM]: I can't BELIEVE it has tofu!
CloveyKitten [3:39 AM]: >_< I'm scared
Umeko Drahka [3:39 AM]: Actually I can.
Umeko Drahka [3:40 AM]: I put it there.
Umeko Drahka [3:40 AM]: Anywho.
Umeko Drahka [3:40 AM]: http://fatopia.8k.com
Umeko Drahka [3:40 AM]: There it is.
Umeko Drahka [3:40 AM]: My pinnacle piece of phantasmagoria.
CloveyKitten [3:40 AM]: well I actually just bought space for my doniam so Ishould be putting stuff up soon
CloveyKitten [3:41 AM]: why is everything your 404 page
CloveyKitten [3:41 AM]: I didn;t even have to click to find that out
Umeko Drahka [3:42 AM]: heh.
Umeko Drahka [3:42 AM]: The staff and the tofu pages work.
Umeko Drahka [3:42 AM]: I love my 404 page.
CloveyKitten [3:42 AM]: what is this a sub domain?
Umeko Drahka [3:43 AM]: ?
CloveyKitten [3:43 AM]: the address
Umeko Drahka [3:43 AM]: It's off of freeservers.
Umeko Drahka [3:43 AM]: fatopia.com .net and .other stuff were all taken.
Umeko Drahka [3:44 AM]: Stupid weight loss sites.
CloveyKitten [3:44 AM]: you don't own it is a sub domians
CloveyKitten [3:44 AM]: ..actually hang on.....
CloveyKitten [3:45 AM]: yeah godaddy says the actually domains are not takken only .com is.....you could buy it for $8.95 or if you buy space like the 3.95 aa month space it's only 3.99
CloveyKitten [3:45 AM]: you can buy .net, .us, .org as well
Umeko Drahka [3:46 AM]: meh. I'm already payin fer .8k.com.
Umeko Drahka [3:46 AM]: I don't really care.
CloveyKitten [3:46 AM]: i thoguht you said iw as free?
Umeko Drahka [3:46 AM]: As long as we have a website that's banner free.
Umeko Drahka [3:46 AM]: Freeservers.
CloveyKitten [3:46 AM]: your paying for a subdomian?
CloveyKitten [3:46 AM]: that stinks Travis
CloveyKitten [3:47 AM]: i hope it's not much
CloveyKitten [3:47 AM]: but as long as your happy
Umeko Drahka [3:47 AM]: Yes. I'm paying billions of moneez.
CloveyKitten [3:47 AM]: lol
CloveyKitten [3:47 AM]: don't be mean, I'm just saying
Umeko Drahka [3:48 AM]: I know what I'm doing and I don't care.
CloveyKitten [3:48 AM]: okie doki
Umeko Drahka [3:48 AM]: I can't afford to pay for a domain anyways.
Umeko Drahka [3:48 AM]: So leave me alone about it.
CloveyKitten [3:48 AM]: okay sorry
CloveyKitten [3:48 AM]: why are you mad?
Umeko Drahka [3:50 AM]: Because I was happy that I had a site and I was showing it off, then you turn it on me and make it look like a bad thing.
Umeko Drahka [3:50 AM]: Why am I mad.
Umeko Drahka [3:50 AM]: Gee.
Umeko Drahka [3:50 AM]: I don't know.
CloveyKitten [3:50 AM]: no
CloveyKitten [3:50 AM]: that's not it
CloveyKitten [3:50 AM]: I was just trying to figure out where you got it
CloveyKitten [3:50 AM]: I didn't say anything about the site it's self
CloveyKitten [3:51 AM]: it's not bad
CloveyKitten [3:51 AM]: and I was wrong anyway....dot net is taken
Come on people what did I say? I have to know what did I do this time to anger him so as I always seem to do. I can never win. I was in a good mood I was find and than he had to be all agnsty and stuff. Who says I should just ignor him say "I", cause I'm getting tired of everone being in such a bad mood all the time. I think maybe he is just tired and needs some sleep and took it out on me. I wish I could really beleive that. *sigh* Well that abotu raps up our NEWS FLASH....Back to my regular post....
Anyway, school....I'm lookinf forward to it this time. I'm going to work extra hard since I'm going to be so busy. If I get behind I'll never make it up. My time is very tight right now. Not even room to play my video games. I need my video games. Maybe with my friends around me again they will get me chill out as they always do. I do love my friends, my real friends. I need to call my best friend now that I think about it. She's busy too ya know. She as a baby and all. "I LIKE BABYS"-Gir
Sorry could not help myself. Gir....I love gir so much, I really really do. I just wish I could have found him sooner when it was still totally main streem. When I could actually find stuff for it at other stores besides hot topic. oh well, too little too late. It will be okay. I'm still trying to forget that stupid NEWS FLASH cause people it totally runined my sleepless morning. It really did. I'm usually so happy right now. It's my best time really it is. I hope by the time I get to the end of this long post I will feel better. I just need to find something to talk about....let see what has everyone been raging on me about here....oh GAME BOY MICRO!!!!
It's small. it's expinsive, it's totally point less.....but I WANT ONE ANYWAY!!!!! Yes I am the only person at my store that is excited or intrested in game boy micro. It can only play the game boy advacne games and it has replacable face plates which I'm hoping they will let you buy them alone as well. There are 2 versions. They each come with 3 plates. I wish you could mix and match but you can't. It's only a 7th of an inch thick, that's small. It's got a screen about the size of a cell phone...it's small. It's very small. And I want it. Yes I have a GBA SP but I want both. I must have both. Iwant one of everything. Two if I'm lucky. tee-hee Well everyone else thinks I'm stupid for wanting it, but i bet they will start pushing it when we have a goal to meet. LOL I think it looks nice.....NEWS FLASH......He has responded...
Umeko Drahka [4:20 AM]: Look. I'm gonna be civil here. More civil than I was about to be. I'm not the only person here who likes to have things their way.
CloveyKitten [4:20 AM]: okay
CloveyKitten [4:20 AM]: I'll take that
CloveyKitten [4:24 AM]: But you still had no reason to go off on me, I was just asking a question
You act like I said "Travis that is the most stupid site int he world, your html sucks, you have no design abilites what so every and the colors suck"
I just asked why you were paying for a subdomin
Cause I could have given you one for free
CloveyKitten [4:24 AM]: with no banners
Umeko Drahka [4:24 AM]: So what I'm gonna do is apologize, which, I was just about to do till you IMed me again.
CloveyKitten [4:25 AM]: I trust you enoguht to give you my FTP pass word
Umeko Drahka [4:26 AM]: And I trust freeservers enough to stick with them.
CloveyKitten [4:26 AM]: Okay I'm sorry Too I didn't mean to upset you I was just trying to establish something
Umeko Drahka [4:26 AM]: I told you I didn't care that I was paying for my subdomain.
Umeko Drahka [4:27 AM]: And you still told me it stinks.
CloveyKitten [4:27 AM]: okay I'm sorry
Umeko Drahka [4:27 AM]: And just now you implied a false thought.
Umeko Drahka [4:27 AM]: I never thought any of that stuff.
CloveyKitten [4:27 AM]: ?
Umeko Drahka [4:28 AM]: Nor did I act like you said any of it.
CloveyKitten [4:28 AM]: okay I understand
CloveyKitten [4:28 AM]: I won't ask about it again
Umeko Drahka [4:30 AM]: And also, why did you even bother with that part?
Umeko Drahka [4:30 AM]: That only makes me think that you actually thought that.
Umeko Drahka [4:30 AM]: You act like I said "Travis that is the most stupid site int he world, your html sucks, you have no design abilites what so every and the colors suck"
CloveyKitten [4:30 AM]: just trying to get my point across it's to total oppice od what I thoguht
CloveyKitten [4:31 AM]: of*
CloveyKitten [4:31 AM]: I could not think of anything else to show you what I ment
Umeko Drahka [4:31 AM]: That's some messed up logic.
CloveyKitten [4:31 AM]: trying to give you a comparaso of what you made me feel like I said
CloveyKitten [4:33 AM]: can we please, I'm begging you, please just move on, I never get to talk to you and when I do we fight so let's please just say we are sorry and talk about something else or wait about about you tell your and Matt's dream for this site
Umeko Drahka [4:34 AM]: The last two times we talked we haven't fought.
CloveyKitten [4:34 AM]: okay
CloveyKitten [4:34 AM]: still
CloveyKitten [4:34 AM]: what do you guys plan on doing?
Umeko Drahka [4:34 AM]: Don't worry about it.
CloveyKitten [4:35 AM]: please Travis
Umeko Drahka [4:35 AM]: I had planned to tell you earlier.
CloveyKitten [4:35 AM]: I want to know
CloveyKitten [4:35 AM]: than tell me know
Umeko Drahka [4:36 AM]: All you had to say was, "I have some free ftp space." Would've saved us both a world of trouble.
Umeko Drahka [4:37 AM]: The site's just an advertisement for the store and who we are.
Umeko Drahka [4:37 AM]: It's mostly promotional.
Umeko Drahka [4:37 AM]: No real function to it.
CloveyKitten [4:37 AM]: Ah! That what is with all the 404 stuff
Umeko Drahka [4:38 AM]: Yah.
CloveyKitten [4:38 AM]: Is it going to be an online store or a brick and morter type thing?
Umeko Drahka [4:38 AM]: Tangible.
CloveyKitten [4:39 AM]: cool cool
CloveyKitten [4:39 AM]: any locations picked out yet?
Umeko Drahka [4:40 AM]: working on that.
Umeko Drahka [4:40 AM]: like I said. we're taking steps.
CloveyKitten [4:40 AM]: I kinda have an idea for where my shop will be but I want a shopping center
CloveyKitten [4:41 AM]: do you want to open it in gastonia or no clue yet at all?
And it countinues.... I reall really REALLY wanted to correct him on that FPT statement but I really was trying to get him to chill out more than anything. He's so.....I love you Travis I really do. I just wish you would stop taking everything out on me. You need drugs and help and at least now I'm not so sure that every getting back together will ever be possiable, cause I don;t know if I can take it the second time around.....*sigh* well I do feel better now. My mood has changed with is good. I hope it will only stay that way. I can wait to see you guys....I love you all. Welcome Back Ash! Welcome home...
current mood:  curious
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| Friday, August 26th, 2005
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1:38 am - And Life Just Got A Little Better...
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Well, friends hell has offical frozen over. That's right I got a computer. Hell yeah! I'm really excited. I can't wait to play games and stuff. I mean use it to take notes at school and projects and blah blah blah....^_^; anyway.....
I am also going back to school this fall. I still don't really know what I'm going to do, but it's okay. I'm going to take it nice and slow this thim to make sure I don't waste any money. I don't want to waste my time either. If I figure out what I want to do while I'm taking classes part time, I will be much happier when I'm full-time again.
Full-time would be too much right now anyway. I'm getting another job and hoping to be working 40+ if I can. If my current job will give me 30 and my new one 20 I should be set. Really tired but money should no longer be a problem. Now I just need to learn how to sleep like a normal person. LOL I atually need to start looking into getting my computer a wireless thingy. I know nothing about computers so this should be fun. I have to get my check cashed and buy a few things and pay a few million bills. I may stop by somewhere like Office Depo or Comp.USA, or maybe even office max. Hell I don't know where to go for this kinda stuff. I'm total not sure. I'll just figure it out on my own I guess. I'll burn the streets....untill I have to go to work at 5:00 I will. God my tummy is all rummble but I don't want to eat anything. I want to sit here and type about my computer, the one I'm typing on. And downlaod all kinds of stuff I don't need. I have never had my own computer so this should be intresting to see how long this really lasts. I'm hoping to be able to upgrade as I need to. I hope it can support the games I want to play. I know I can't play Doom3. No way in hell. I'm hoping at least maybe Worlds of War Craft or City Of Villans or Final Fantasy 11 online. That would be good. I really wanted to play it on ps2 but it's okay. The only thing is....we still have slow internet. I may have to play it other peoples houses. It's so sad. I'm hoping by October I'll be out anyway. I really want to move in with Jules and Sean. And we are going to set up a network in the house so Sean and I can play games online and have internet for Jules to play with. I really hope this works out. It will be my first taste of freedom. I hope it goes well. ^_^
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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2:16 pm - The meeting of DOOM!!!
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Okay it was not as bad as he said he was going to be. He just better be glad he didn't write me up for the condition of the store. I really would have left. I would have left them in a heart beat. I really was upset afterwards. I went in my car and after they left I cried. I cried long and hard. I don't like all this drama and crap. I want to settle down.
I'm getting close to being able to move out which is good. I thoguht this past week would have went better than it did. If I get this second job I maybe looking for a new one to replace the first. This kinda retail is getting to me. I want a job where I can't mess up. Where every sale is a good sale. Not only selsect items. I will open my own buisness one day and my puples will love me, if I hire any that is. LOL I would work myself to death. I would raise my children in that store they would either love anime or hate it forever. That's the way things usually work out. Like the kids who parents make them cosplay at a young age grow up to think that their parents are crazy. All their friends think their parents are cool and want to hang out with them. LOL I have friends who's parents I like better than them. LOL oh well it's just on of those things.
Well after typing a little I feel better. I guess typing to no one is a good outlet? Hell I don't know I just know I feel better. I talk to my ex-boyfriend, Travis,the other day he calls me more these days. LOL That really is a big deal for him. I kinda miss him these days. He is a very special case. Oh well.... I've actually been really popular these days. Not really sure why. I'm hoping it will die down here soon. Not to say being single isn't fun. I've never had more fun, but I've also never been more lonely. I am losing touch with a lot of people. I'm just praying that that will change too. It's been a long week and I'm ready for a break that is not coming. *sigh* oh well back to the salt mines.
current mood:  exhausted
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| Sunday, August 21st, 2005
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3:17 pm
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To lighten my mood I went and took a new quiz. I love quizzes. I really really do!
| You Are 50% Weird | 
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
current mood:  moody
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2:39 pm - THERE WE'ER WAY TOO MANY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!
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It was crazy yesterday. I thoguht like 10 maybe 15 people would show up for the tournament, but no. 40 people showed up to this thing. GEEZ I was crazy. we have such a small store it was packed. I really didn't expect that much of a turn out. People everywhere. No place to stand with out bumping in to someone else.
Now this is good because our store got a lot of attention. Everyone had fun and well dispite my mind exploding I did too. It was good to see something I did work out. How ever I think all the goodness will be samshed today and if it is as bad as everyone says it will be I may get fired and if I don't...I will quit.
Where are going to have a "BAD" store meeting tonight after close. If I get yelled for a few key things I will lose it. I will speak up and I will walk out. Our store manager went on vacation for 2 weeks after his wife had their sweet little girl. Now he's stressed and taking it out on me and....I can't take that right now. there is just too much stuff going on and we have been working way too hard for him to come back and yell at us now. I can't take it. If I get written up. GOOD BYE EB GAMES HELLO GAME STOP! I won't be able to take it. Lori has work so hard keeping the store running and the new Jason was thrown into this. It's not fair. And Jason is being shipped off to Italy for 3 weeks for army drill. He's already depressed. If Jason yells at him, I don't think this is going to go well at all. I wish I could just die and not ahev to deal with it cause I can't take all this drama. I work in a video game store, I should not be this damn stressed out. Jason, please calm down or all hell is going to break loose.
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| Friday, August 19th, 2005
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10:57 pm - Ultra Relax...
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Here are the words to the song that my journal is named after....and yes it is in Japanese....hehehe
zenryoku zenkai II yukagen zenryoku zenshin nuruma yukagen
zenryoku zenkai II yukagen zensen zenshou II anbai
kyou ha ichinichi HIMAKKUSU ARE KORE shitakute mayocchau
oyasumi kibun no PURINSESU kitsukeba yuugata DAMEKKUSU
kyou mo ashita mo HIMAKKUSU gokazoku yonin de goippaku
EJIPUTO kidori de SUFINKUSU AMERIKA kibun de TEKISASU
yoyuu SHAKUSHAKUPPE itsumo KURAKURA ZUBIZUBA
nigamushi hara no mushi mo CHORO CHORO to tettai shichau yo~!
watashi ha URUTORA RIRAKKUSU SUTEKI ni moteki na RIRAKKUSU
hito aji chigau ze DERAKKUSU toccharakatte mo yobarerya BABABABAAAN!
watashi ha itsudemo RIRAKKUSU WABISABI kikasete DERAKKUSU
BIKKARI! KIKKARI! saeteru ATAMA PII! PII! watashi no KOTO dake mitete ne!
kyou ha ichinichi HIMAKKUSU ryouri ni CHARENJI sorette NAISU!
onabe de KAREE ga kusatteru nioi o kaitara U~N DERISHASU
kyou mo kyou to te HIMAKKUSU ZUNTAKATATTAKA! ZUNTAKATATTAKA! okai MONO
gokinjosan ni nage KISS ARIGATO kibun de GURASHIASU!
yuto RYURYUPPE itsumo tehanesaki BIBINBA ZURAZURA byoku no oni mo
CHORO CHORO to tettai shichau yo~!
watashi ha URUTORA RIRAKKUSU kanpeki de "UFUFU" na RIRAKKUSU
hyakusen renma no DERAKKUSU okkana BEKKURI tobidete KUMA gorou!
watashi no kimochi ha RIRAKKUSU ori me ha KICCHI RISURAKKUSU
GAKKARI! KIKKARI! kieteru ATAMA PII! PII! watashi no ii koto mitete ne!
zenryoku zenkai II yukagen zenryoku zenshin nuruma yukagen
zenryoku zenkai II yukagen zensen zenshou II anbai
zenryoku zenkai II yukagen zenryoku zenshin nuruma yukagen
zenryoku zenkai II yukagen zensen zenshou
watashi ha URUTORA RIRAKKUSU SUTEKI ni moteki na RIRAKKUSU
hito aji chigau ze DERAKKUSU toccharakatte mo yobarerya BABABABAAAN!
watashi ha itsudemo RIRAKKUSU WABISABI kikasete DERAKKUSU
BIKKARI! KIKKARI! saeteru ATAMA PII! PII! watashi no KOTO dake mitete ne!
current mood:  bouncy
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10:34 pm - Same old shit diffrent day....
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Well, nothing to exciting has really happened here today. I went to work and.....worked. Tommorow is our Super Smash Bro. Melee toruney. I going to take lots of pictures. I wonder who's going to win. There has been a lot of trash talk about this one. It's really strange. I've never even played this game, but I've been asked more questions about it in the past 2 week than I have any game I have ever played. I hope there is a big turn out. The winner is going to be our store champ for Game Cube so....they better be good or I will be pissed.
In other news, I had another customer take me out. I'm starting to wonder if I'm not such a good addition to the store. The customers want to date me and I let them. Oh well, at least this time it was just lunch this time....tee-hee
current mood:  blah
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| Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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3:35 pm - And so....I die.....or not....
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It's been a few days and a lot had happened. I'm more confused than ever and I'm getting a weird feeling these days. Something is about to happen I can feel it. It's like I'm waiting for something and just can't stand it. But I'm not really sure what it is I'm waiting for. Now after my little club adventure I'm even more weirded out. Hell I can't even begin that story. I was fun I must say. Fun fun fun....
I get a weird feeling when I talk to a selcet few people these days. Like afterwards I feel a lot worse then I did when I had just left them be. I wish I knew how to either fix it or know when to just let it go. My feelings in general are changing towards people. People I use to care about come second now. People I use to hate seem more like friends now. Well I won't say hate. I don't think I have ever met a human who deserved that much of my attention as to be hated by me. My energy is need else where. The conection I had with people is gone. I don't feel it anymore. It's changed somehow. And I wish I knew why. I no longer know what I have, only what I lack. I want to blur the lines again. When I use to not know what people ment. I got kiss...well a little more than kissed by a total stranger and I felt something, but not what I should have. It was a new emotion and well....I can't think of a single word to describe it. I just don't know anymore.
I don't mean to be depressing cause I'm not depressed. I'm....I just don't know. I'm kinda joyful in a way. Nothing really seems to bother all that much. I use to stress about everything but now...I just let it all go. That total stranger laughed and smiled at me after a kiss and I asked why he laughed, he smiled and touched my face, "Because you remind me of myself at your age. You are going to figure it out one day. You'll know what you want and when you do there will be no stopping you. I use to be like you but now as you can see, I get what I want."
He said a lot of stuff and it was all new to me. Lots of sayings and phrases that kinda stuck with me. But I don't think he really ment for that to happen. I may never see him again or I may see him later today, it dosen't matter. I have no feelings either way,but for the first time in my life I didn't ask WHY. I didn't ask why me? I just took it for what it was and left it at that. That's a big deal for me and I'm happy because of it. I know now that sometimes things just happen to happen. There is nothing I can do to change it and I'm okay with that for the first time in my life, I'm okay with that. I'm...OKAY. ^_^
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| Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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12:27 am - more quizzes
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You have a dick!
Congratulations! You scored 85! |
| You have a dick my friend, you have to, you OWNED this quiz. From Killtaculars to finding all the pieces of Dracula's cursed body, to mastering the bomb jump in Metroid, you are most definately a video game freak and a male. Just between us guys, what's the deal with women? How come they can't get this far? |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 70% on girlyness |
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| Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage | 
You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! |
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| Monday, August 8th, 2005
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7:43 pm - Quiz time....
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The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life. |
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure | 
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing |
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1:29 am - Life goes on and yeah know....
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Hey all. Jason's wife finally had the baby. It's a girl. I hope she looks like her mom. LOL Just kidding there guy. tee-hee
In other news, I'm tired, but at least it means I'm doing stuff again. I started yet another video game. It's so sad. I finally bought Xenosaga ep.one. I wish I could fina a stratage guide for this damn thing and yet I really don't want to cheat. I think I may get John to help me. Played it before that's why I watched the DVD over at his house. I called him out of the blue the other day he was kinda of excited. I knad forgot about something...anyway. I think he beat it but I'm not sure. I'll go play it wiht him one night when I'm off work.*sigh* I need another job. I'm so poor, it's not even funny to say,"Its not even funny!" If I don;t do something soon, I might explode. "Awww, I wanted to explode," I love Gir.
So Yeah other than the baby thing, nothing is going on. Lori and I are going to do our best to keep the store running better than ever. If we do a really good job maybe Lori will get her own store and I can have her job. YAY! MORE MONEY!!!!
Well I have to open the store today at....9:00 am so I better go play more video games before the alarm goes off. Love and stuff *MWHA*
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| Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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12:29 am - Night Beat...I miss Marching Band/Color Guard
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Well night beat was this past Tues. Which was the 2nd. I was fun. I invited lots of people to go, but only one showed. I had actually saved $100 just so I could take all my friends, kinda makes me wonder if they really are my friends. *sigh* No getting all depressed and stuff right now.
Anyway,Night Beat, if you don't know what it is, is our local big Marching Band com. Like i'm talking defending world champs come to this thing. Our local band is Carolina Crown. Which is actually centered in Fort Mill,SC but it's the only thing we got. They actually one for the first time ever. They have never won night beat in all the years that it has ran. I was there when they made history,cool huh. I took pictures which I wasn't planning on doing but, they had angel wing flags and stuff. Oh, I loved it. Dispite the fact that my friend was driving me carzy it was a fun night. In all the years that I was in band I never once went. LOL I'm kinda backward I know. It also gave me a lot of good ideas for my winter guard show that I am writing for this up coming season. I might even steal one of the uniforms that one guard was wearing. It was a very nice uniform. I will post the picture as soon as I get the time to scan them. I hope they came out good. I was to put some in my scrap book I'm doing. I'm hoping to have an online one soon too. I plan to buy some space soon and get little-mage.net up and running. It's silly to keep paying for a name and not doing anything with it. BUt I might have to go back to blog if I do, I'M SORRY LJ I REALLY AM!!!! Maybe I'll just have both...
I'm really starting to wonder if I should really be keeping a journal at all. It always seems to get me in trouble and well no one seems to be reading it. *sigh* Where are my friends. My blog use to be very popular. My sister hosted it on her domain, more than a 6 months solid my blog had more hit than any page on her sight. It was kinda funny. I need to put a tag board on here for non-lj members to leave comments. They work kinda weird on LJ, but I'll figure it out. ^_^ Well that's it for today girls and boys, tune in next time for more of my random shit, not sure what time, but same LJ....^_^
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| Monday, August 1st, 2005
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9:39 pm - Mana goodness ^_^
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I finally got my GBA back from Sean. YAY!!! I statred a new game of Sword of Mana. heh. I missed this game. I think I might buy a new GBA game when I finally file my taxes. I'm a little behind. I really frogot how much I missed this game. i haven't been able to put it down since I got it back. I was going to trade it in but I just couldn't. I very good friend of mine who got me throught some hard times got it for me. I've never even met him in person. He's a great guy and I hope I one day do get to meet him.
Anyway back to the gameness. For thoses of you who have never or even if you have played it might not know where it came from. It's by Square of course and it;s part of the mana series. It's actually a remake of Final Fantasy Adventure on GB pocket. It almost the same game. There is a slight plot twis and a bonus in this one you can also play as the girl and see what she was doing during the hero only evens in the original game. The FFA game took me for ever to beat and even if I had wanted to there was no complete guides for it anywhere. I looked for one after I beat it to see how much stuff I missed, and never found one that was finished. I wonder if any of them actually beat it. LOL
I'm actually playing Kingdom Heart:Chain of Memories right now too. I can't wait for Kingdom Hearts 2 when it comes out in December. I love workig in a video game store. woohoo!!!! I've pre-orderd everything I want till next year. Final Fantasy 12,KH2,Zelda and the twilight Princess, nintn-dogs and a few others. Just hope I got money to pay for them when they come out. tee-hee Man I'm broke. Oh well, third job here I come...
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12:39 am - Late night rants....of DOOM!!!!
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Guess what happened.....nothing. Nothing at all....I'm just typing to type. Ya know?
I actually need to pick out an outfit for puratogy. It's Aug. 13. I'm still going even if I have to work. And if you don't know what that is and I'm not talking about the place between heaven and hell....then ask.
I'm thinking I'll wear something like I wore last time. Maybe I'll scan that pictuer soon. It's kinda cool.
I want to watch Invaders Zim, but I've seen them so many time......Just ignor me I'm crazy....
current mood:  indescribable
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| Sunday, July 31st, 2005
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8:31 pm - Off work Today and yet still working....
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Okay I know I should ahve went to bed sometime before 7:00 am but still. I had just got to the point where I was finally ready for bed and my sister walks in and says,"it's 7 time to get up." I so didn't get up. Then my phone rang and it was my store manager tell me about a change, and then my friend Tim called andwe talked for a while, until I almost passed out. Then my dad brought his dog over and it ripped up my work shoes. GRRRR She was fighting with the other dog we are keeping and the ran into my room. I slamed the door and keep the little dog in the room with me. Then the cat came in for the same reason. I just wasn't going to get any sleep today.
I had to go get a new Vroom thing for the living room. So me and my sister went shopping. She wanted to go to the mall to get make up from the cliniqe counter in Belk's cause of some free gift. Well they totally ignored up. Guess we didn't look like we had money to spend. After that I went to my fav store......Victoria's Secret. YAY!!!! I bought 3 more cute panties and some eye stuff. And just when I thought nothing could be better...I found the chocoalt shop that I love and it had my stuff on sale. Hell yea....and I got a free gift!!!!! I love free stuff. Then we were off the the wal-mart.
The only nice people at wal-mart are the people I know there. My friend D was working there and he was the only person who would help us find stuff and he was a cashire. I'm starting ti see why my manager hate it so much. *sigh* Well this was so random and makes no since but oh well...... I LOVE EARTH!!!!
current mood: crazy
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12:16 am - QUIZ TIME!
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 | You scored as Gaz. You are the video game, piggy loving Gaz. You wish your idiot sibling would shut up so you can get on with life.
Gaz | | 100% | Gir | | 83% | Zim | | 33% | The Allmighty Tallest | | 17% | Professor Membrane | | 17% | Ms. Bitters | | 0% | Dib | | 0% | </td>
Which Invader Zim Charecter are You?
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| Saturday, July 30th, 2005
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11:39 pm - My store Manager is mean....*tear*
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How's all everyone. I'm sad. You see friends my store managers is mean. Everyone knows so too. But today he was extra mean. He actually hurt my feelings this time. I know that is not really hard to do but just the same. I kinda don;t want to talk to him now cause he might make a bad joke again and I might actually cry next time. ^_^' I almost did today....I hate crying. oh well back to business.
I'm making bread stick and they are so good....of subject sorry. I've been think about finally doing something with my domain. I do own one and all. I pay for it but there is nothing there. I own Little-mage.net Everyone cheer for the useless domain. YAY!!!! I really need to brush up on my HTML. It's really rusty and well it wasn't that great to start with. tee-hee Bread sticks good. YUMMY! uhuh...right. Well since my mind really seems to be on food I better get back to that I'mm write random shit later, bye-bee ^_^ BREAD STICKS ROCK!!!!!
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2:09 am - Stupid Stuff...
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Well today was kinda weird. I was so totally did not care about anything or anybody. I was weird I'm never like that. I always care, at least a little, but nothing anyone said was really worth my time. Well except Tim, but that's another story.
I'm starting to think that something is really wrong with me. I never just don't care. It's a really weird emotional state. And I've never been here before. I'm kinda scared that recent events are starting to get to me. Just when I thought I was doing good. Nothing seem to be working out here lately, but my new friend Tim has put some light on the situation.
He has a different view on a lot of stuff and well I guess it is easier when your on the outside looking in. I feel so much better since I have been talking to him. He points out stuff that I never really think about. It makes things a lot better. He's a nice guy, I think he will be a great friend. I admire him a lot. He's been thought a lot. Its not my place to tell his business but, he has a hard time and still has a great out look. I love it. Wish I could be more like that.
current mood: stressed
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| Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
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9:43 pm - Long time no see........
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I really got to start writing again. I miss it. I really have had a lot of weird stuff happened and well, I won't write about all of it cause that would take a really long time. I will try to stay of the subject of boys because well, that changes a little too offten to not make me all dpressed or feel really stuipd when I go back and read it. Like,"he's so great and I want to have his children!," and then next week be all, "we broke up and I hate him." So none of that. If only I had regular computer time I would be okay. Must work it in there somewhere. ^_^
Well that was a totlly reandom post but...okay. Since I know no one reads this right now, I'm just going to type Doom over and over again ^_^ ja na!
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Okay well that took way to long, damn should have copy and paste it. Oh well to late. Well that's it for now. See ya next time on, "What is wrong with this girl?!?!"
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